Seriously, everything fades.

(edits)

Maybe I should have listen to what Dearie say.
Ignore you. Regretted that I didn't do so.
I've been trying hard to keep you on track.
Still being close to me, close as more than oneself.
All this thoughts came to my mind when I was reading Dearie's blog.
(Everything went like this)

Clicked to dearie's blog. Read & I knew that thing happened
as when I'm texting with dearie yst, she told me alr.
Aftermath, clicked on to your blog. Read & so.
Do you know how much we care for you last time?
You mentioned about all those stuffs which its really *F.
Sorry for that word but its really *F. Especially that sentence.
You know clearly what you've done, when you said before that you don't like it.
Have some self-respect alright? Is it so hard?
Are you really keen on making yourself so cheap? bitch? slut?

Those words ain't my main point. Have all my words fall on deaf ears on you?
I thought you would change.
But as this saying goes: Leopard never change its spots.
Now I know, it applies. Totally given up on you. You expect us to show you concern.
Have you ever asked yourself if you deserve our concerns?
I'm not trying to shoot you down, all these are just my words.
You can choose not to listen to me. Its your choice, as all along you're making
immature choices yourself. If all this still can't get you through, you're hopeless.
Girl, show yourself respect before you want people to respect you.
Everyone yearns for respect, including me. :D

Who doesn't want it? Deserves? I think that i deserve respect okay.
Who loves heartbreaks? Learn to let go. All this are part & parcel of life.
If anyone loves heartbreaks, they're crazy. (laughs)
I bet Dearie will know what I'm trying to say.
I've seen through you when you did it with *. ( sad )

Alright, the abv post is kinda not me but yeah,
ignore if you think its too wordy.
Last but not least,
Dearie, I love you! You're a really great one. Heh.

(edits)

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Tadah! Finally out from home. Yst went back sch to collect books.
It's damn noisy can, I can't even hear what that auntie was trying to say.
All along my reply was " huh huh huh " Like one idiot. Hahaha.
But, I'm not. Heh. At least I can differentiate pigeon and rat. ( Laughs! )
Alright, bored of my blogshop alr. Don't feel like closing down.
As i've alr closed down twice. So keep it hanging down there. Haha.
I wanna get out with dearie please! :D It's been so long since meetup.
After that Haiji Lane. Haha. & Twilight? :) Dearie's been craving for it. ;)

Okay! ( Jumps! ) Lol. Watched a show till 1am with sis yst. Damn sweet.
Haha, that inspired sis to have a boyf. HAHAHA. No lah.
Trying to act lame. Ha, lol. Alright, went back into the room & started bitching.
Regardless of her friends or mine. Ha, till 2.30am & she went to sleep.
Bec. she kept saying she has work work work. *Idiot.
Outing with 6E peps is approaching. But none informed me where to meet.
So I'm not sure if its still going on. Ha, nevermind. ;)
Going shop ard ltr and see if anything caught my eye. I want shorts man.
Nvm, gonna get sch bag and shorts with km soon. Hee.
She's been wanting to see how brown my lenses are. Idiot right. HAHA.
Angklung prac coming soon. Sheesh, kind of spoiler. Lol.

Sch's reopening soon. Actually kind of looking forward to it.
Being home is freaking bored. Sick. Ha, sick this word reminds me of dearie.
Nah' Holidays are ending & I'm proud to say I've done my F & N work! :D
Heh. Freako right Macpherson. & came to know that Cyn(maplenuer) knows a lot
MacP people. Ha. Alright, randomness. K, enjoy people.

Lastly, 12/12/08, happy birthday LR. :)

Tags replies:

laurel: Haha, I'm not an idiot. Read my post man!
Sharon: Faster go out with me idiot.
nanny: Yeah! Ha, enjoy your korea trip k! :D